A Longing for Connection – Chiron Stations Retrograde in the Last Days of Jupiter in Gemini

“If we wish to stop the atrocities, we need merely to step away from the isolation. There is a whole world waiting for us, ready to welcome us home.” – Derrick Jensen

Still swimmingchiron in the haze of last week’s Neptune Station, we’re now feeling into the depths of Chiron in Pisces. Today (12:16 am PDT) the Wounded Healer turns Retrograde, and what’s submerged in the waters of the unconscious wants to be acknowledged, felt and healed.

Chiron in Pisces, the pain of separation from Source, often manifests as addiction, denial and escapism. When we forget that we are infinite beings, embodiments of the divine and inherently connected with all of creation, it’s easy to feel overwhelmed and victimized by life on Earth. So we sink into helplessness, check out, go unconscious.

Chiron teaches that the medicine is in the wound, and that the path of healing is through the pain. Painting, music, dance, poetry and communing with Water (I had to take a bath break while writing this post…) are Piscean strategies for helping us soften our hearts, surrender our pain, and simply be present with and feel our feelings. Since Pisces is the last sign of the zodiac, associated with letting go of the past, grief can be an important part of the healing process.

As the traditional ruler of Pisces, Jupiter gives further insight into both the wound and the healing path. Jupiter has been in Gemini the Twins, the sign of duality, since June 11, 2012, and is about to shift into Cancer on June 25. Gemini lessons from the past year are now coming to culmination – how our beliefs, stories and thought patterns split us off from our own hearts, from other beings, and from the heart of the cosmos. Jupiter in Gemini calls for expanding our perception beyond duality, so we can access a deeper level of wisdom and feel more connected to the flow of life.

edward snowdenOn a mundane level, Gemini rules data, information, intelligence, communication, journalism and the media, and it seems more than perfect that the story about the NSA’s insane spy-on-everyone program erupted at the Gemini New Moon, which coincided with Neptune’s station. Eric Francis of Planet Waves posted Edward Snowden’s birth chart (which he discusses in his latest podcast), and Snowden’s Sun, North Node, Mars, Mercury and Chiron are all in Gemini. Snowden is expressing a high-vibration version of the current Gemini/Pisces energies – witnessing and giving voice to (Gemini) what has been made invisible (Pisces).

Retrograde Chiron in Pisces asks us to take a deeper look behind the story to ask, What is the underlying wound being played out in the collective?

Pisces is the sign of “oneness,” dissolving the illusion of the separate self and feeling the truth of our connection with each other and with Source. As we transition out of the Age of Pisces, which started roughly 2,000 years ago, we’re moving into oneness consciousness – a necessary evolutionary step if we want the Age of Aquarius to look like the peace, love and light version that the hippies were singing about and not a techno-police-state nightmare. Oneness consciousness means operating from a place of “what I do to you I do to myself,” and therefore extending unconditional love, acceptance and compassion to all life.

piscesIn its toxic form, the Piscean urge to dissolve boundaries and merge with everything gets expressed through psychic and emotional invasion, the violation of personal space, subtle acts of violence that happen “behind the scenes” and must not be spoken about. The revelations about the NSA bring to light a social dynamic that essentially mimics that of an abusive parent-child relationship – in Eric Francis’ words, “we are expected to be submissive and totally transparent while the authorities are expected to be all-knowing and totally opaque” (from his latest newsletter for Planet Waves members).

The NSA’s mandate for “total transparency” (leading of course to total control) is the toxic mimic of spiritual transparency. Oneness means that ultimately, there are no secrets – in our inherent connectedness, what is there to hide? Pisces teaches that everything is energy, and whatever we think we’re hiding is actually just operating on a more subtle but no less powerful level. We can’t hide from ourselves, we can’t hide from the divine, and (despite the illusion of secrecy), we can’t actually hide from each other.

In this light, the NSA’s quest to “connect” everyone through wiretapping and internet spying mechanisms, to corral all communications on the planet into one mega-database, speaks to the culture’s suppressed longing for intimacy – authentic, heart-felt connection. At the root is the wound of separation, the existential loneliness of believing that we are all alone instead of all one.

chironOn a personal level, we can ask ourselves:  Where is the illusion of separation keeping us from feeling the intimacy we desire? Where are we afraid to tell the truth, reveal our secrets, make ourselves vulnerable and open to deeper levels of connection? Are we using our thoughts and our words to harm or to heal? The house in your birth chart where Chiron is stationing – the house that contains 13 degrees Pisces – reveals the areas of life where these dynamics are playing out for you personally.

- Emily Trinkaus

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A Need for Quiet – Neptune Stations Retrograde at the Gemini New Moon

neptuneIf we were not so single-minded
about keeping our lives moving,
and for once could do nothing,
perhaps a huge silence
might interrupt this sadness
of never understanding ourselves
and of threatening ourselves with death.

- Pablo Neruda, from “Keeping Quiet”

Confused, overwhelmed, super-sensitive, exhausted? (Me too!) Neptune is stationing, appearing to stand still before reversing directions, and we’re being drawn into the dreamtime. Spaciness, mental confusion, Mercury-Retro-esque miscommunications and technical glitches – these are all Neptunian strategies to slow us down and turn our attention inward.

Neptune turns Retrograde on Friday (1:25 am PDT), but we’ve been feeling it all week – the need for less DOING and more BEING, less busy-ness and more rest, less assertion and more allowing. Neptune is the ultimate yin energy, considered the “higher octave” of Venus, the feminine.

As an outer planet, Neptune is a transpersonal force, connecting us with something beyond the individual self or ego. Neptune reminds us that we’re part of a greater whole, one with the infinite Source, and that the world of matter, what passes for “reality” in the modern West, is  “the skin of spirit, a permeable boundary between the dimensions” (Malidoma Somé, The Healing Wisdom of Africa). We access Neptune through silence and stillness, through art, music and dance, through altered states of consciousness, through acts of sacrifice and service that take us out of our own personal dramas and into unconditional love and compassion.

venusNeptune stations at 5 degrees Pisces, forming a perfect Grand Trine with Saturn (5 Scorpio) and Venus (5 Cancer). The Saturn-Neptune trine is a longer-term alignment that facilitates working productively with the invisible and unconscious realms. While Venus is in the mix for the next few days, pleasure, beauty, art and gratitude are portals into the tremendous heart-healing potential of this aspect.

The part of us that might resist surrendering to the watery goodness of the Grand Trine is signified by Mars, in a challenging square (90-degree angle) to Neptune. Mars in Gemini wants to gather information and think think think until he makes sense out of what’s happening. But when Mars meets Neptune, trying to figure everything out just leads to mental burnout, and more anxiety and confusion. Instead, we’re learning to adapt to living in a state of not-knowing, to practice simply being present, centered in our hearts, and respond to what arises in the moment.

At Saturday’s New Moon in Gemini (8:56 am PDT), the Neptunian tides are still high, and the Water element will be a strong force for the entire lunation. Mercury, Gemini’s ruling planet, is in sensitive, emotionally-attuned Cancer, and invites new beginnings related to security, nourishment, family and home. Mercury catalyzes the Uranus-Pluto square, suggesting a need to free ourselves from conditioned perceptions, habitual ways of seeing the world that block us from recognizing creative potential in the present.

For deeper insight into what the Neptune station means for YOU, find the house in your birth chart that contains 5 degrees Pisces. The areas of life represented by this house are where you’re invited to: let go of the illusion of control and surrender to the Mystery; acknowledge and explore your longings, dreams and fantasies; avoid the temptation to go unconscious and instead practice staying present and feeling your feelings.

gemini the twinsThe New Moon is at 18 degrees Gemini, and the house where it lands in your chart is where you’re being called to: deepen your sense of belonging and connection (first within yourself); improve communication and listening skills; learn something new, or return to a subject you used to love; heal feelings of insecurity. Remember that the Water element moves slowly, and is more concerned with the process than with the goal.

- Emily Trinkaus

p.s. For more ideas about how to engage with the Neptunian deluge… Super-intuitive Cancer astrologer (and my former astro-apprentice!) Mari Saint-Pierre started a new blog: Neptune’s Calling.

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The Saturn-Neptune Trine – Reclaiming Inner Authority at the End of the Age of Pisces

Dear Reader,

The following post is an article that was published in The Mountain Astrologer in their Dec. 2012/Jan. 2013 issue. The Saturn-Neptune trine is strong in the sky now through July (peaking July 19), and this seems like an appropriate time to share the article with you. The Mountain Astrologer (TMA) is a fantastic resource for students of astrology as well as professionals, and if you’re not familiar with it, I recommend checking it out! I’ll have another article in TMA in the Oct./Nov. issue later this year, on the astrology of nuclear radiation, so stay tuned. As always, thanks for reading! – Emily Trinkaus

In Febrneptuneuary 2012, against the backdrop of intensifying global crisis, Neptune entered Pisces, signifying the potential to either dissolve the old order, purify, and heal, or sink deeper into denial, delusion, and despair. Neptune, God of the Ocean, is the modern ruler of Pisces the Fish, and for the next 14 years this powerful placement strengthens the water element, heightening emotional sensitivity and intuition and increasing access to the mysterious “otherworld.” Since Neptune’s last tour through Pisces was from 1847 to 1861, this is the first time that any of us on Earth have experienced this transit.

Neptune and Pisces rule the invisible realm of consciousness, energy, spirit, and dreams — all that exists beyond the perception of the five senses and the grasp of the rational mind. While Neptune is in Pisces (until 2026), the veil between material reality and the spirit world grows thin, and boundaries between self and other soften, revealing our oneness with each other and with the greater whole.

While “oneness” sounds like a lovely concept, Neptune in Pisces can be challenging to navigate, in the context of a culture that exalts individualism, materialism, and the rational mind. Most of us in the modern West received little training in working with the invisible and were taught to dismiss anything that can’t be perceived by the five senses, quantified, and analyzed. Addiction, depression, escapism, and denial — all enjoying widespread popularity at the end of the Age of Pisces — are symptoms of a Neptune-deficient culture, suffering from separation.

piscesThe symbol for Pisces is two fish swimming in opposite directions but bound together. The two fish represent the physical world and the invisible world, matter and energy, body and spirit — the divine paradox that we are of this world, and yet we are not of this world. The foundational belief system of the Piscean Age paradigm, dominant for the past 2,000 years or so, is that spirit and matter are separate. God is outside of us, Heaven is far from the Earth. Industrial civilization, with its systematic destruction of the planet, is an outgrowth of this belief system — if matter is not infused with spirit, then matter doesn’t really matter, and all of nature is expendable and readily sacrificed on the altar of “progress.”

Within the larger story of the Turning of the Ages, the Uranus-Pluto square, most active from 2012 to 2015, indicates a critical crossroads and a potentially dramatic turning point. The old planet-destroying paradigm has reached its endgame (Pluto in Capricorn), and humanity is awakening to its power to create a more liberating future (Uranus in Aries). Neptune the Great Dissolver accelerates and intensifies the dissolution of the Age of Pisces, ideally supporting our transition from the death of the old order to the birth of the new. Our task is to consciously cooperate with the energy by reclaiming our spiritual authority, intentionally engaging with the invisible realm, and re-animating magic and meaning in the physical world. And starting in October 2012, the Saturn-Neptune trine can help.

Support from Saturn in Scorpio

saturnSaturn — responsibility, authority, pragmatism, and focus — enters Scorpio on October 5, forming a supportive trine to Neptune. Saturn’s influence can make it easier for us to perceive and work effectively with the subtle, elusive, and amorphous energies of Neptune in Pisces. A trine is a 120-degree angle that promotes ease, cooperation, and harmony, but it tends to be passive unless we intentionally activate its power. We would be wise to take advantage of the Saturn-Neptune trine, since we can expect the square from Saturn in Sagittarius to Neptune in Pisces, 2015-2016, to present more of a challenge. The trine will be exact on October 10, and again on July 19, 2013.

Although Saturn and Neptune symbolize apparent opposites — control and surrender, materialism and spirituality, time and timelessness, pragmatism and idealism — Neptune’s tight conjunction with Saturn at the time of his discovery in 1846 (both at 25° Aquarius) is perhaps a sign that these forces want to be united for optimal functioning. Saturn without Neptune can get stuck in the prison of materialism — a world of fear, scarcity, and limitation. And Neptune without Saturn gets lost in “magical thinking,” inhabiting a wonderland of fantasy, naïvely trusting in positive outcomes without the discipline or will to actually create them.

scorpioSaturn’s two-and-a half-year transit through each sign brings into focus areas of life that require attention. Saturn, the “reality check” planet, makes painfully obvious what is and isn’t working and applies pressure so that we step up, take responsibility, and take action to come into integrity. Saturn in Scorpio sends us to the Underworld, teaching us the necessity of cleaning out our literal and metaphorical basements. If we have the courage to dig into and uncover what we’ve repressed, hidden, or otherwise banished to the subconscious, we’ll be rewarded with the Scorpio gifts of healing, transformation, regeneration, and rebirth.

Although a trine is generally considered a positive aspect, in reality it’s neutral. A trine facilitates cooperation between two forces, and whether that cooperation is expressed for better or worse, depends on our level of awareness. The shadow potential of Saturn in Scorpio is that, upon encountering the darkness — the places both within ourselves and in the collective that seem hopelessly damaged — we build up even stronger walls to defend against the pain. This is when Saturn operates from fear rather than wisdom. Then Neptune in Pisces “tries to help” by suggesting that a few drinks might take the edge off, thereby “supporting” Saturn’s defenses.

Armoring our hearts and going unconscious can be a tempting option when the problems of the world seem so overwhelming. Environmental destruction, wars, starvation, homelessness … It’s easy to feel helpless in the face of such catastrophes, and we can be afraid that, if we really feel the pain of these global tragedies, we’ll drown in a sea of suffering. But Andrew Harvey, founder of the Sacred Activism movement, argues the opposite, and offers a vision for the higher potential of the Saturn-Neptune trine:

[W]e are all afraid that actually waking up to what is really happening will either kill us or drive us mad. But the truth that the mystical systems tell us — one we deeply need to hear — is that if we can create a container of trust strong enough [Saturn], this necessary heartbreak will not only not destroy; it will open us to unprecedented graces of energy and transformation [Neptune].” [1]

Navigating the Waters of Life

BP gulf disasterSuccessful navigation of the Saturn–Neptune trine requires consciously working with the water element, the realm of feelings. Neptune and Pisces both rule the ocean, the literal Source of all life on Earth, the Great Mother’s watery womb. The condition of the planet’s oceans — flooded with oil, poisoned by myriad toxins, taken over by plastic and other trash, and now inundated with radiation — reflects our collective emotional state. Modern Western culture encourages emotional repression, so most of us learn when very young to shut down our feelings. The mass drugging of the population with pharmaceuticals that numb emotions — including, increasingly, children and even toddlers [2] — has largely gone unaddressed in the mainstream, so normalized as to barely warrant attention or debate.

With little understanding of or training in how to work with emotions, those who are acutely sensitive and experience life primarily through their feelings can get easily overwhelmed, triggering the urge to escape or shut down. It’s no wonder that those with a strong Neptune, Pisces, or 12th-house signature in their birth chart are prone to addiction and depression. While Neptune is in Pisces, and we all become more sensitive, we need to increase our emotional intelligence and learn to surf the tides of emotion.

It’s instructive that Neptune and Pisces rule feelings (the water element), addiction, and spirituality. Mythologist and storyteller Michael Meade says, “Emotions are the natural substances of the soul … and when we think we can’t handle the emotions, we lose the natural substances of the soul and begin looking for substances to replace the flow.” [3] Emotions, “the waters of life,” are meant to move (e-motion), and when they’re blocked, the inner life becomes stagnant, we feel disconnected from the greater flow of life, and can easily fall into depression and/or addiction.

One of Saturn’s gifts is responsibility, and Saturn in Scorpio asks us to develop our ability to respond to deep emotions. Saturn’s trine to Neptune lends a take-charge attitude to the emotional realm, so that an area that may feel chaotic and overwhelming can be approached in a more goal-oriented, strategic, and systematic way. “Taking charge” is different from “taking control” — i.e., denying or repressing feelings. Instead, we can use the Saturn-Neptune trine to help us create structures — in Harvey’s words, “containers of trust” — within which we feel safe to soften our defenses, open our hearts, and allow feelings to flow. Spiritual practice is one such avenue.

Spiritual Practice and Strengthening Inner Guidance

meditationA spiritual practice is a commitment (Saturn) to showing up and making yourself available to your inner world and to the greater Mystery (Neptune). In Michael Meade’s words, “Practice is what allows us to be found by eternity.” [4] Sensible Saturn reminds us that committing to a spiritual practice does not require fancy, expensive training or five-hour chunks of time out of your already overly busy schedule. Saturn says: Start small, start where you are, and slowly build from there. The water element values process over end result, and the purpose of a practice is not to “get somewhere” but to consistently show up and be present to what is — particularly the deep feelings that tend to arise when we hit the pause button on our busyness.

Because there’s a common misperception that being “spiritual” means transcending emotions, we tend to judge and repress intense feelings — especially those we might consider “unspiritual,” like anger — that surface during meditation, yoga, or another form of practice. Saturn in Scorpio, which insists that we confront our inner darkness, can be a helpful antidote to the widespread Western phenomenon of “spiritual bypass” — using spirituality to avoid painful feelings. We see examples of spiritual bypass in certain New Age approaches that endorse positive thinking and affirmations – a concentrated focus on the light – while neglecting to explore and heal core wounds contained within the dark of the subconscious.

Remembering Neptune’s rulership of feelings and the divine, it’s helpful to see our emotions as a kind of bridge between spirit and the body, messengers from our higher self. Instead of judging what comes up, we could use our practice as a safe space for feelings to arise, listen to what they’re trying to communicate, and allow them to move through us. Since one of the more shadowy expressions of Neptune in Pisces is an increasing deluge of misinformation, we need our internal guidance systems in high working order so we can distinguish between fact and fiction. This means being able to tune into, clearly hear, trust, and act on that “still, small voice” that always guides us in the right direction, even if it seems illogical or defies popular consensus. If we’re sitting on a backlog of repressed feelings, it’s much more difficult to be in present time and access our inner knowing.

Waking Up within the Dream

dreamLike feelings, dreams also serve as a bridge between the invisible and material worlds, and working with dreams is an effective way to strengthen our inner guidance. While Neptune is in Pisces, the dreamworld — ruled by both Neptune and Pisces — becomes an especially crucial resource. Dreams reveal information beyond the reach of our rational minds and help us to uncover the wisdom of our souls. When we experience synchronicity between a dream and waking life, the presumed boundaries between the physical world and the greater Mystery dissolve. In that sense, dreams help us “wake up” to the magical reality in which we live, because we are largely unconscious of this reality.

In modern Western societies,” writes dream researcher and scholar Robert Moss, “we think of dreams as sleep experiences. But for many cultures, dreaming is fundamentally about waking up … The implication is that, in much of ordinary life, we are in the condition of sleepwalkers, following programs and routines. In dreams, we wake up.” [5]

We can make use of Saturn’s trine to Neptune by taking a more dynamic role in working with our dreams, what Moss calls “active dreaming” — “a way of being fully of this world while maintaining constant contact with another world, the world-behind-the-world, where the deeper logic and purpose of our lives are to be found.” [6] Keeping a dream journal, entering into dream-based therapy, or joining (or starting) a dream circle in which participants share their dreams are some possibilities. When we write and talk about our dreams, we send a signal to the subconscious that we’re paying attention, and as a result, we remember our dreams more easily and receive stronger dream messages. By taking action in response to a dream message, we further strengthen our connection with our souls and with the Mystery.

Because dreams speak to us through the Neptunian, nonlinear language of images, it’s not always easy (and that’s an understatement) to discern exactly what our dreams are trying to tell us. If we attempt an interpretation using the rational, analytical mind, we’re likely to miss the more complex and mysterious layers of the message and rush into an analysis that serves the ego rather than the soul. As with honoring feelings and intuition, working with dreams requires the willingness to receive messages that might be uncomfortable to hear. Neptunian tools for dream work can help us to uncover the messages that want to be communicated — these tools include drawing or painting images from dreams (even if you don’t think you have any artistic skills), dancing the dream, and paying special attention to the feeling of the dream.

forestWe might also expand the process of dream interpretation by noticing symbols and synchronicities in waking life. The practice of waking up to the magic and meaning inherent in the physical world helps us to heal the split between matter and spirit and reconnects us with the web of life. Environmentalist and author Derrick Jensen, in his latest book, Dreams, asks, “How would you live differently — how different would every aspect of your life be — if even just sometimes you walked awake through a world ablaze with meaning? … What if we drop the narcissistic conceit that only humans have something to say, and we reopen ourselves to a world, indeed a universe, of meaning?” [7]

Art as a Path to the Divine

Art is another avenue for bridging material and spiritual realms, and while Neptune is in Pisces, the need for creative expression is especially strong. The practice of making art can provide a Saturnian container for expressing deep feelings and accessing divine magic. In a recent interview, artist (and surfer) Ran Ortner, who paints large-scale, extremely realistic portraits of the ocean, was asked what motivates his art:

“If I could convey the ocean’s paradoxes, its ferocity and tenderness, in the same image, I could possibly awaken the viewer to a place where language drops away … I intend to make it feel astonishing, to have an impact so immediate that it becomes what Kafka called an “ax for the frozen sea inside us.” [8]

Art transports us to other dimensions, takes us out of our habitual time-bound, mind-bound condition and into the realm of timelessness. Our defenses soften, our hearts open, and blocked feelings start to flow. Although the end result of creativity can seem like a Neptunian work of magic, the creative process itself typically entails a strong dose of Saturn. Ortner says:

ran ortner“You have to build up a practice, a system of approach, a set of resources — and from there you can confront the mystery. Everything I read [about the creative process] pointed to deep research and arduous work — and then, in a relaxed moment, the aha. The epiphany comes from the concentrated endeavor, not despite it.” [9]

The creative process can be a fruitful arena for exploring and practicing this dynamic interplay of Saturn and Neptune — effort and epiphany, structure and surrender. But many people who long to express themselves creatively feel inhibited when it comes to setting loose their inner artist. Issues like perfectionism, self-doubt, and fear of judgment, combined with a cultural context that devalues art for its own sake, can make it easy to sacrifice creative dreams. This sacrifice is not only a personal loss, but also a loss to the collective. We’re living in a time when we need everyone’s awakened imagination, each individual’s unique creative genius.

Saturn’s trine to Neptune offers support for harnessing the motivation and discipline to take steps toward healing creative wounds — for putting into place “a system of approach, a set of resources” for evoking your creative genius. Approaching creativity as a process, a practice, rather than being overly focused on the end product, not only helps to minimize tendencies toward perfectionism, but also makes us more available to expressions of some greater force that might want to come through us. In this way, creativity becomes a practice of collaborating and cooperating with the Divine. We don’t get fooled into thinking that we are the source of our creative brilliance. Ecstatic dance, process painting, and the “creative recovery” program outlined in Julia Cameron’s The Artist’s Way [10] are potential allies.

Imagination, Compassion, and Magic

The last Saturn-Neptune trine in water was in 1965-1966 (Saturn in Pisces and Neptune in Scorpio), a time that holds a particular resonance now, since that was also during the Uranus-Pluto conjunction. J. K. Rowling, British author of the Harry Potter series, was born in 1965, with the Saturn-Neptune trine within one degree of exactitude (see Chart). Through her books, Rowling creates a whole magical world in which wizards and witches go about their business entirely beyond the perception of the non-magical Muggles. The spectacular popularity of Harry Potter speaks to people’s longing for magic in this Neptune-deprived culture. The books and movies validate what we suspected all along — that there’s much more going on beyond the ordinary than we’ve been told.

jk rowling

JK Rowling’s birth chart (no birth time, cast for noon). Her Saturn at 16 Pisces trines Neptune at 17 Scorpio.

In 2008, Rowling gave a commencement address at Harvard University with the appropriately Saturn-Neptune title, “The Fringe Benefits of Failure, and the Importance of Imagination.” [11] For Rowling, hitting “rock bottom” came in the form of a failed marriage and living on welfare while raising her infant daughter. With nothing left to lose, she devoted herself to writing: “I stopped pretending to myself that I was anything other than what I was, and began to direct all my energy into finishing the only work that mattered to me. Had I really succeeded at anything else, I might never have found the determination to succeed in the one arena I believed I truly belonged.” She completed the first Harry Potter book in 1995, as she came to the end of her first Saturn return, which activated her natal Saturn-Neptune trine and applied the necessary pressure to manifest her dream.

As Rowling mentions in her commencement speech, in her 20s she worked for Amnesty International, another expression of her Saturn-Neptune trine — attempting to relieve or prevent the suffering of others. Now, as one of the wealthiest women in the world, Rowling is a major philanthropist. By arguing for the importance (Saturn) of imagination (Neptune), Rowling makes a link between imagination and another expression of Neptune, compassion: “Imagination is not only the uniquely human capacity to envision that which is not, and therefore the fount of all invention and innovation. In its arguably most transformative and revelatory capacity, it is the power that enables us to empathize with humans whose experiences we have never shared.

Your own chart — your natal Saturn and Neptune placements, as well as the houses where Saturn and Neptune are transiting — will offer clues about how you can best utilize the Saturn–Neptune trine. What kinds of structures, practices, and disciplines will support you in activating your imagination and creativity, feeling your connection with the greater whole, and deepening your compassion? We each have a unique role to play at this critical crossroads, and as Rowling says, “We do not need magic to change the world, we carry all the power we need inside ourselves already.

Chart Data and Sources

Joanne K. Rowling, July 31, 1965; Chipping Sodbury, U.K. (51°N33^, 02°W24^); no birth time (noon used); AA: from birth certificate. (English birth certificates do not give the time of birth.)

References

1. Andrew Harvey, The Hope: A Guide to Sacred Activism, Hay House, 2009, p. 105.

2. See “Psychiatric Drugging of Infants and Toddlers in the U.S.,” http://www.naturalnews.com/028640_psychiatry_infants.html

3. Michael Meade, “The Great Dance: Finding One’s Way in Troubled Times” (CD), Mosaic Audio, 2004.

4. Ibid.

5. Robert Moss, The Secret History of Dreaming, New World Library, 2009, p. xii.

6. Robert Moss, Active Dreaming: Journeying Beyond Self-Limitation to a Life of Wild Freedom, New World Library, 2011, p. 3.

7. Derrick Jensen, Dreams, Seven Stories Press, 2011, p. 273. It’s worth noting that this book was published on April 5, 2011, just one day after Neptune first ingressed into Pisces.

8. Ariane Conrad, “Water, Water Everywhere: Interview with Ran Ortner,” in The Sun magazine, June 2012, p. 7.

9. Ibid, p. 9.

10. Julia Cameron, The Artist’s Way: A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity, Jeremy P. Tarcher, 1992.

11. All J. K. Rowling quotations are from this source:  http://harvardmagazine.com/2008/06/the-fringe-benefits-failure-the-importance-imagination

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Trust, Responsibility and Freedom – Friday’s Lunar Eclipse in Sagittarius and the Uranus-Pluto Square, Take 3

uranus“We’re learning how to reside, to sit deeply and trust the feeling of open, empowered, presenced possibility rather than and in place of the certainty of what the goals and the planning are going to produce.” – Adam Gainsburg, interview on Gaiafield Radio

There’s a lot of uncertainty, a lot up in the air, many wheels in motion. We’re clearing out old ideas about and attachments to how we think it should be, how we want it to be, or even what “IT” is. As the Uranus-Pluto square hits another high note at today’s exact alignment – the third of seven between 2012-2015 – and as Eclipse Season approaches its culmination in Friday’s Sagittarius Lunar Eclipse, reality feels very fluid and the way forward may seem more confusing than ever.

Last Friday I was blessed to hear mythologist/storyteller Michael Meade here in Portland, giving a talk appropriately titled “The Pathless Path.” There is no roadmap for where we’re at or where we’re going. Lost, having “fallen out of the dream of the world,” we’re called to journey deeper within ourselves, to find our own meaningful story, our unique genius, and then live that story out in the world. “In the depths of trouble we find the deepest resources we have.” May it be so!

Dreams and stories are especially awakened and up for transformation now, as we swim in the energy of the upcoming Eclipse, exact on Friday at 9:25pm PDT. Sagittarius is the storyteller, the sign that rules philosophy and religion, how we make meaning through weaving the tale of our personal and collective realities. What do you tell yourself about your own potential and possibilities? What story do you tell about the future of the planet? Do your stories inspire and support you in creating a more positive reality, or reinforce your fears and limitations?

sagittariusOur stories stem from our deepest belief systems, typically encoded in our sponge-like little brains by the age of 6 (see Bruce Lipton’s The Biology of Belief), and, without some serious healing intervention, will continue to run the show for the rest of our lives. This Eclipse wants to interrupt those old patterns of perception, those moldy old stories that keep us stuck in a diminished version of ourselves, or stuck in someone else’s story altogether.

After a month or so steeped in Fixity – working on issues around stagnation, resistance and over-attachment – we’re now in a phase of Mutability, when we’re called to become more flexible and adaptable and when change can happen more quickly and easily (can I get an amen??). Four planets – the Sun, Venus, Mercury and Jupiter – are now in open-minded, inquisitive, analytical, fast-moving Gemini, stirring up mental energy and presenting a variety of possible paths forward. The challenge is to find our own truth, our own authentic story and path, our body’s instinctual guidance and wisdom, in the midst of myriad mental distractions, opinions and options.

Neptunian Confusion and Swimming toward the Divine

At the Eclipse, the Sun and Moon form a tight square – 90-degree angle of tension and challenge – to Neptune, god/goddess of the ocean and signifier of dreams, the imagination and the unconscious. If you’ve been feeling sleepy, dreamy, spacey, super-sensitive, overwhelmed and/or confused, then you’re perfectly in tune with the Neptunian nature of this Eclipse.

geminiNeptune in Pisces plus all that Gemini can add up to getting caught in the anxiety-ridden spin cycle of “this or that or this or that or??” and, mired in mental confusion, postpone taking action altogether for fear of making the “wrong” choice. Confusion is a Neptunian strategy, it serves a purpose, and the purpose is to get out of our own way, break out of the ego’s certainty that it’s going to figure everything out and come up with the perfect plan. Instead our job is to be present, to listen deeply, and to simply take the next step in front of us, trusting that the “pathless path” will unfold in its own mysteriously divine way. As Adam Gainsburg said (in that very useful above-mentioned interview), “Feeling certain is becoming outmoded.

Trust is the bottom line here, a shared theme of the Sagittarius Moon and Neptune in Pisces. In an increasingly chaotic and uncertain reality – signified by the ongoing Uranus-Pluto square – we’re learning to trust our feelings and our instincts to guide us, moment by moment. Michael Meade talked about art and spiritual practice as two key “strokes” in swimming toward the divine. Through art and spiritual practice – conscious ways of working with this deluge of Neptunian energy – we reengage the imagination, and participate in recreating the story of the world. Meade also reminds us that we don’t have to swim all the way by ourselves, that the divine will meet us halfway (what a relief).

The Uranus-Pluto Square, Back by Popular Demand

The co-incidence of the Uranus-Pluto square (exact today at 4:02pm PDT) with the Sagittarius Eclipse has me thinking about the relationship between the themes of living out our authentic story, responsibility and freedom. Often, responsibility is felt as a burden, a weight, an endless list of duties and obligations that limit our freedom. But Pluto in Capricorn (2008-2024) calls for transforming our notion of responsibility, which could look like letting go of those commitments that are not actually our responsibility, and simultaneously taking a deeper level of responsibility for what IS truly ours.

capricornOn the most grounded and pragmatic level (and Capricorn loves to be pragmatic), what we’re responsible for is taking care of what’s right in front of us – those everyday issues in our home, work, relationships and community that we’re either willing to dive into and claim as “ours,” or that we procrastinate dealing with and project onto others, making it someone else’s fault that our lives are a mess. On the collective level, the old paternalistic power structures are falling apart, “Big Daddy” is not looking out for our best interests, and it’s time to reclaim our authority to create the world we want to live in.

As Uranus in Aries (2011-2019) – the urge to express more of our individuality, creativity and freedom – squares Pluto, a helpful compass for how we’re dealing with responsibility is how liberated we feel. When we’re not taking responsibility for what’s ours, we feel stuck and victimized. At the deepest level, what we’re ultimately responsible for is breaking free from the conditioning that suppresses our vitality, authenticity and creativity – in other words, doing our emotional work – and becoming the most authentic, empowered version of ourselves that we can. Taking responsibility for living our own story, our own truth, our own dream, is the path to liberation.

Getting Personal – Try This At Home

If you have a copy of your birth chart and some astro-technical know-how, you can get deeper insight into what all this astro-excitement means for YOU. To identify the areas of life where Uranus and Pluto are currently stirring up this theme of freedom and responsibility, find the houses in your birth chart that contain 11 degrees Aries (Uranus) and 11 degrees Capricorn (Pluto). If you have planets in the range of about 8-15 degrees of any of the Cardinal signs (Aries, Cancer, Libra and Capricorn), then you’ll be feeling this urge to transform very personally, focused on the themes signified by those planets.

For more insight into the Lunar Eclipse, find the house in your birth chart that contains 4 degrees Sagittarius. The areas of life signified by that house are where you are: letting go of old stories and opening to a more positive future; bringing to fruition or culmination significant events from the past; and learning to trust your instincts and inner guidance.

- Emily Trinkaus

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Own Your Body, Love the Earth – Thursday’s Solar Eclipse in Taurus

solar eclipseThe first Eclipse in this Spring’s trio, the uber-intense Scorpio Lunar Eclipse on April 25, triggered core survival fears, ripe for healing and transformation. Now we’re approaching the second – a Taurus Solar Eclipse on Thursday (5:29 pm PDT), a super-potent New Moon that sets into motion a new beginning that will develop over the next 19 years.

Unlike your average New Moon, a Solar Eclipse typically involves an ending, revealing what we have to let go of, what needs to die, to clear space for a new start. Because this Eclipse is conjunct the South Node – old patterns that hold us back and block our evolution – there’s an especially strong focus on releasing the past, and in Taurus, we’re looking at issues around self-worth, self-love, over-attachment to material security and the status quo, and resistance to change (the famous Taurus stubbornness).

As I wrote in a previous post, the default mode of the Taurus South Node is, “Once I have enough money/material security, then it will be safe for me to take the risk of living my passion,” and this approach is NOT scheduled to work. (Diving Into the Watery Depths)  Since most of us in this culture were trained from an early age NOT to trust our feelings, and to value material security over vitality (and pretty much everything else), this is no easy task.

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fairy garden flowers

This Eclipse wants us to plant seeds for a new life direction based on our deepest values, passions and desires. Having a solid sense of self-worth, and the kind of security that comes from being grounded in our bodies and on the planet, makes it much easier to trust our inner impulses and embrace vitality. High-vibration Taurus revels in the sensual experience of living in a body on this miraculous Earth. Low-vibration Taurus, which pretty much defines the dominant culture, seeks a sense of worth, security and grounding through accumulating money and material possessions, trashing the planet in the process.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the Taurean theme of ownership since a very helpful (and timely) energy healing session I received yesterday. What came up was my fear of taking ownership of my body, my space and my work. At the root of the issue was a belief that I’m unworthy. Instead of standing fully in my experience, I perch on the edge of life, like a visitor. While this approach may have served as a useful survival mechanism at times, it’s not helping me create what I want in the present.

I know I’m not alone in my “stranger in a strange land” complex – many of us feel like aliens here, confused by the harsh conditions, the cruelty, the insanity of this upside-down world where people who love animals and trees are called terrorists while those who torture animals and destroy the planet are rewarded for their brutality. Whether from personal trauma or living in a violently traumatic culture, many of us floated up out of the physical plane in an attempt to find “safety” and now have quite a bit of work to do to re-occupy our own bodies and root down into the Earth.

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Bessie, Taurus spokesmodel

Venus, the ruler of Taurus, will be in Gemini at the Eclipse, in “mutual reception” with Mercury in Taurus (i.e., Venus and Mercury will occupy each other’s signs). The mutual reception emphasizes the theme of communicating our needs, values and desires. Since Mercury is one of the planets conjunct the South Node, blocks to sharing our true needs and desires are ready to be released. Communication patterns and habits of perception that are keeping us in a place of stuckness and stagnation are also up for transformation.

To get more insight into what this Eclipse means for YOU, find the house in your birth chart that contains 19 degrees Taurus. The areas of life signified by that house are where you’re invited to: release old patterns and attachments to open space for a major new beginning; evaluate your values, needs and desires and let go of those that are no longer authentic for you; practice communicating what you want; trust your feelings rather than seeing situations from an overly literal or materialist perspective; work on deepening your self-love, self-worth and inner security.

Eclipses have a 19-year cycle, and we had a Solar Eclipse at the same degree of the zodiac in 1994. If you’ve been on the planet for at least a few decades, it’s worth looking back to see if similar themes were being stirred up for you. It’s also possible that something you set into motion then is now coming to a close.

- Emily Trinkaus

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Desire, Anger and Responsibility – Mars Opposes Saturn

marsMars – action, passion and desire – opposes Saturn today (exact 10:12 pm PDT), slowing down the pace and asking you to turn inward and reflect on what you want and where you’re going. What are you committed to? What really matters? How are you taking responsibility for your needs, values and desires? How do you spend your time, and does that reflect what you say you value?

With so many planets moving through Taurus now, and each at some point opposing Saturn and the North Node in Scorpio, we’re really working on this balance between clarifying and standing strong in our own values and priorities (Taurus), and allowing for the transformation of values that happens when we’re intimate with another (Scorpio). The Mars-Saturn opposition is asking us to clearly define what matters, but also notice where we might be overly rigid or stuck, using our values as a defense against deepening intimacy, or protecting our egos from healing and transformation.

Mars rules anger, which can also show up as frustration, crankiness, resentment and even depression. Mars in Taurus – a Fixed, Earth sign – can be prone to getting stuck, to letting anger fester and build until it explodes, or suppressing the natural flow of life force into a state of stagnation. Mars’ opposition to Saturn – planet of restriction, limitation and obstacles – can potentially increase the feeling of frustration. This is especially true if you default into the opposition’s tendency toward projection – blaming someone else or some external situation for your own stuckness, seeing another as responsible for fulfilling your own needs and desires.

saturnThere’s also the potential for transforming frustration into action, stagnation into power – if you’re willing to do the Saturn in Scorpio work of emotional healing. Saturn is Retrograde, turning attention to the past, specifically those old wounds around self-worth, self-confidence, assertion and desire. Those times you didn’t value yourself enough to ask for what you wanted or needed, the times you DID ask and were rejected or abandoned. Feeling the feelings, allowing them to move through you, helps you come back into present time to be able to discern what’s actually true for you now, as opposed to operating from old defensive patterns.

If you’re feeling stuck, finding some way to physically move the energy could be helpful. Dancing, drumming, singing (Taurus rules the throat), beating on pillows, going for a walk or run… (While writing this post, sinking into the stuckness, I had to get up and dance a few times.) Communing with the Water element – taking a bath, swimming, visiting a river, ocean or lake – could also be helpful for softening up the Fixed Earth energy and helping you get back into the flow.

We’re just about at the halfway point between the first two (of three) Eclipses this Spring. Next up is a Solar Eclipse in Taurus on May 9 – an especially potent New Moon, setting into motion a major new beginning that will develop over the next 19 years. The Taurus Solar Eclipse wants to build something solid and lasting, aligned with our deepest values and priorities. Today’s Mars-Saturn opposition offers an opportunity to feel into what that might look like, and to heal and release what could get in the way of moving forward with confidence and clarity.

- Emily Trinkaus

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Uncovering the Core – Approaching the Scorpio Lunar Eclipse

lunar eclipseWhoa. There’s a lot of intensity right now, a lot going on. Deep breath, everyone. We’re fast approaching the first of three Eclipses, which, consciously navigated, are profound portals of transformation, initiations into new realities. But this process is typically not so comfortable, and if you’re feeling overwhelmed, confused, stuck, freaked out, pulled in too many directions, or just plain out of sorts, then you are perfectly in tune with the cosmic energies.

Thursday’s Lunar Eclipse in Scorpio (12:57 pm PDT) is an extra-potent Full Moon that is stirring up some serious shadow material. Eclipses are always about revealing what’s buried in the subconscious, but this one, in the sign that rules the shadow, the subconscious, and all things taboo – sex, death and money – brings a double dose of darkness. Scorpio wants authenticity, passion, vitality, depth, intimacy and hot sex, and this Eclipse is showing us all of our fears, blocks and resistance to getting there.

Opposite the Scorpio Moon is a formidable line-up of Taurus planets – Mars (the traditional ruler of Scorpio), the Sun, Venus (ruler of Taurus) and the South Node. Taurus seeks comfort, stability and security, and can default into stagnation, over-attachment and resistance to change. This Eclipse’s activation of the Taurus-Scorpio polarity shows us how we’re doing in that balance between holding on and letting go; self-reliance and mutual empowerment; playing it safe and playing the edge; building something solid and destroying it all to allow for new growth.

Taurus is the sign of grounding, being grounded – feeling safe in your body and on the planet. Out-of-balance Taurus, Taurus without a strong inner core of security, tends to operate in survival mode – coping, getting by, having “just enough” – or, at the opposite extreme, a feeling of never having enough, never feeling secure no matter how much money is in the bank and how much stuff is accumulated. In times when the world seems to be exploding in crisis, it becomes essential to find and strengthen our security from the inside. There is nothing outside of us to hold onto that is going to make us safe – this is the message of the South Node in Taurus.

scorpioThe function of this Eclipse, as the gate-opener to our trio of Eclipses, seems to be a stirring up and clearing of core survival fears. Whatever is happening on the surface probably isn’t the real issue – Scorpio says, dig deeper, get to the root. The Moon is conjunct Saturn, indicating that this is part of a long-term process, that it’s best to proceed patiently, step-by-step, and to keep in mind the bigger picture of where we’re headed. The Moon-Saturn conjunction also reminds us that we’re in a phase of major emotional growth, learning to take responsibility for our feelings, for our projections, for our deepest needs and desires.

Eclipses happen every six months, and the current set of Eclipses refer back to the previous ones, in this case – the Scorpio Solar Eclipse on November 13 and the Gemini Lunar Eclipse on November 28. This would be a good time to reflect on what was going on for you then, as similar themes and issues are likely to be stirred up.

Discover more about what this Eclipse means for YOU by finding the house in your birth chart that contains 5 degrees Scorpio. The areas of your life signified by that house are where: you are ripe for transformation, healing and growth; you’re being challenged to “let go to grow;” events from the past are coming to fruition, culmination or ending; shadow material is rising to the surface; deep, dark feelings want to be felt and released; you’re ready to make or break a commitment.

- Emily Trinkaus

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